My Father is a strict man. A very, very strict man.
My old man, he's a retired AFP colonel. He grew up in the military. One of the few elites colonels in the army,
as I have heard. He knew many politicians back then. He was relentless, he strived for perfection and excellence. He's also a Doctor of Economics, many medals, etc. the rest I dont know nothing about.
Being a father, he always exercise his power over me. He wants to me to be like him. A good role model for the country. What he wants, I should get. He has a high standard for everything, and me, being the only boy in the family must accomplish what he has done. He doesn't even approve of going out at night, drinking, etc.. What a bummer a military man must be boring.
Whenever I have the chance, I resist him. At times I even hate my old man for being grouchy and too much strict. Of course he is my dad, it's only reasonable for him to control me and control me. But, Everything has it's limitations. You can't tell me what to do. You can't tell me how I dress, how I talk, how I walk, how I groove and most importantly how to play my Game.
Yes, he can tell me what to do because after all he is my father, but this question arises. Does Father know's best? Experience wise maybe, but Im not him. I play my own game, my own destiny. Too much of something is very lethal, that's why I became a rebel, a rebel without a cause. Because he controlled me too much, I needed time to deconstruct and find myself again.
Yup, being a rebel is not bad. Its just letting yourself free again. Did it do anything good for me? If I look at it a different angle, I must say yes. I have found myself again, gained freedom, lived my life, and most importantly I proved that I can handle myself good. I am not him, I may never even reach his accomplishments. But so what, Im good with what I have, Im already contented. But who knows, one day I might even overpower his accomplishments. But for now, I'll just smile back and lay down for a while.
My father controls and disempowers me. For a freeminded rebel like me who doesn't give a damn about the norm of the society, that's tough. But, it only proves that he's also a good father who loves me unconditionally.
He may be naive, but a very lovable naive person.